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MY CHANGES, FROM THE BEGINNING OF HIGH SCHOOL TO THE END:
pre:
- Zero considerable boyfriends
- The promise of strong Baptist/Christian fundamentals
- An annoyingly strong sense of self-confidence
- Fear of spoken obscenities, including "that sucks"
- Straight A's
near-post:
- Three boyfriends, one serious, all exes
- Now considers self Agnostic
- Social life almost entirely limited to the internet
- A nice whopping gain of 40 pounds
- Fuck fuck dipshit piss cunt
- B's, C's, A's in all non-academic classes
No, what did I do (or not do, hehh) for myself in high school?
Not a damn thing.
FUTURE PLANS AFTER GRADUATION:
- Get fit. Find an active sport I enjoy playing, hire a trainer, or blackmail a friend into joining my struggle. Maybe I'll stop procrastinating.
- Care about school. It's not free anymore.
- Leave home. I'm sure the world is larger than I imagine it must be, still figuring out how to sever the umbilical cord without committing unintended suicide.
- Manners? Hm. Usually only applies to 35+ adults. Lower age line?
- Care about things. Because I find that I usually don't.
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That fat, grey cat that lives underneath my porch came out today.
I returned home; as I was turning the lock on my screen door I spotted it, out of the corner of my eye, squatting on one of the wooden steps by the back gate.
Didn't even run away as I moved to step inside.
Just stared at me with those unblinking, catty eyes.
I don't feed it; I wonder what it eats so much of to be so fat.
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and they will do your bidding.
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