"Hey beautiful,
I'm sorry I had to put you through all this darling. I'm truly sorry.
Just thought I'll leave you with a last few words.
All I wanna say is how much I loved you, and cared for you.
You are the apple of my eye, and I will be watching over you always.
Mary-Jane, Ian, Tom, Craig, Lee, thank you all for accepting me in to be able to care for your daughter/sister.
I will not forget how nice you have been to me!
Bet now my bloody lottery numbers will come up! Ha ha.
Jane I hope you have a wonderful and fulfilling life! Get married, have children, etc!
I will love you forever and will see you again when you're old and wrinkly!
I have told my parents to leave you some money out of my insurance so have fun bbz!
Ok...gonna go now beautiful.
Love you forever.
Tony xxx"
last letter opened after his death

I don't know why I allow these things to get the better of me.
If you're reading this, wherever you are,
I'm sorry I'm too full of chickenshit to pick up the phone.
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